KUMO HUMAN AGAINNNN

So I'll just be rambling here maybe. So to start off, I no longer go by Kumo. You can still call me that but I'd prefer if you called me Bloo, MJ, or Muffin. Another thing, I'm not really that into drawing anymore. I'm leaning more towards music now. I plan on trying to learn the piano . Just my whole interest in drawing has dropped A LOT lately. I don't even know if I still enjoy it, I have mixed feelings. I also feel like my improvement has stopped. Anatomy is a big problem for me along with backgrounds and shading. I've been drawing for four years and I still can't manage those. But I also feel like I'm not as good as other people and it brings me down. I have many friends who are artists and I see them improve but I feel like I've fallen behind lately. I'm just not that interested in it anymore. I wanted to do animation but since my patience is as small as bacteria it wouldn't work out. So that's why I'm gonna try out instruments and singing so that I actually have something for me in the future. I already play trombone so yeah. I wanna try piano next, if that doesn't work out then I'll try singing. If singing doesn't work then I'll try dancing. I don't like dancing AT ALL but I have an online friend who does these dance covers from Love Live and that has made want to do it as well. If none of those options work then I guess I'll try to work harder on my drawings and stuff. Okay now enough about that, let's talk about Pokémon! Before, I was not into Pokemon at all and I remember constantly getting Pokémon videos recommended to me on Youtube but they just disappeared. But now I'm getting back into Pokémon again. I stopped playing since I completed my games BUT I got a rom hack so now I'm playing Emerald rn. On Christmas I do plan on getting Ultra Sun and Moon. Pokémon has been a part of my life since I was six and it's strange that it fell out of it. So pretty much I want Pokémon to remain in my heart forever. Also! Eevee isn't my favorite Pokémon anymore IT'S... DRUM ROLL PLEASE! RAICHU! More specifically, Alolan Raichu. It's so cute and ahhh it's so amazing! Raichu is special to me because I had a Raichu on my Pokémon X team. She was pretty weak but I still loved her. Also, I gained some love for Jolteon lately. In fact it's my favorite Eeveelution now. I used to hate it because I hated it's design for some reason. (What was old MJ thinking when she saw Jolteon? What?) Anyways, that's enough of my rambling! Bye! Sorry for the inactivity!