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I came up with a poem from the top of my head.
and decided I’d share it with you instead
of telling it to the people who care
because in reality, they don’t want me there

It may sound idiotic
and maybe I’m just psychotic
but the thoughts I think are dwelling
in my head they keep on swelling

and because of this I know
my fear will always grow
until I’m here no longer
i cannot be much stronger

so when I commit to dying
just know that I stopped trying
to fight the pain inside
because it’s hard to hide

and when I disappear
you’ll be glad I’m not here
But just in case you care
im sorry I’m not there